Pretty Liex

My mind is spinning.
Can’t control my thoughts.
Overthinking again.

Am I enough?
For you? My friends? My family?

Am I deserving this?
Love? Trust? Happiness?

Have I disappointed?
You? My parents? My friends?

What have I done in my life to deserve all this?
Failures, pain, losses, trust issues, a broken heart, a broken soul, fears, shattered dreams.

Can I ever be truly happy again?
Without the fear of losing it again?
Can I?

Do all the things with joy like in the good old days?

I hope so.
I pray so.

Only God has my back and I’m glad about it, because he is the only one I can trust in my healing process. He knows what he is doing.

Written by Charu

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There was a time where I was happy.
Happy about my life and my choices I‘ve made, but now there’s nothing left of it.

I lost my happiness along the way and I don’t know where to find it again.

Is it in another person?
In a new job?
In a different city?
Or something completely different?

I have no idea.
I‘m working hard to find it.

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You left me in tears.
But oh lord I still want you so bad.

I can’t have you and it breaks me.

I want to hold you.
I want to smell your fragrance everywhere.
I want to protect you from your pain.
I want to be your happiness.
Please let me.

We drive each other crazy, but this is our secret recipe, right?
You make me sad and I make you sad, isn’t that our thing?

I think we are made for each other, but something keeps us apart every time.
I‘m still figuring it out, but I can’t find it.

The only thing I figured out is you and me and how bad I want you, even though we are toxic for each other.

Written by Charu

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I love you so much, but I need to let you go, once and for all.

We didn’t work anymore and it breaks my heart to realize this.
The time has come that we end up things and let go of each other, it’s for the best, baby.

I‘m tired of trying so much to fix two shattered hearts at once, I just can’t do it and you aren’t even trying.

It’s for the best, even though it breaks me into million pieces, we need to and that’s okay.

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I‘m always the one who loses, but no one was afraid of losing me, so I’m asking is there someone out there in the future who is afraid of losing me?

This question pops up every now and then and I really want to know.

When I open my heart and soul to someone and they are deciding to leave me, did they even care for one second?

Because I did, every single one.

I just want once in my lifetime that someone comes along and tries everything to hold me and won’t let me go, even in the bad times when I’m not deserve it.

That’s all I’m asking for, is it already too much?

Written by Charu

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Love can either destroy or heal you.

When you love somebody you are vulnerable, you’re easier of getting hurt or getting healed.

When it hurts like hell and you know you can’t do this anymore and need to walk away, you won’t do that, because you love.

You love the person too much to just leave it all behind, you just can’t.

And that’s love about.

Anger and happiness.
Fights and make ups.
Broken and healed.

All those things can happen when you love somebody and that’s absolutely okay.

When two hearts belong to each other, they will always find their way back, no matter what.

Written by Charu

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Pretty Liex

Pretty Liex

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